Drag Along Burden

wake up from that deep slumber,
or shallow one, it doesn't matter.

clear it,
waste it,
the false assumptions,
all the miscalculations,
why do you preserve it?
once is never enough,
even with clarity,
its always a 'go ahead' with you.
creation manifestation.

its not that simple,
there is no expectation
in terms of understanding,
you are simple,
an easy going bloke.
we function with similarities,
but as always, the contradictions bonds.
how jagged edges come together.
i guess this is how it really is?
finally found the
missing piece of the wrong puzzle.

is the reason 'in hiding'w?
or simply 'asleep'a?
i doubt 'extinction'i,
or even 'towards that't.
if its 'fear'i,
its truly a 'disappointment'n,
should have 'reached' there by nowg.

Drag Along Burden

Sorrows are dressed in black,
when rejoice should replace them at death.
Comfort is seen in a mask,
with smiles as his companion.
Perception is stoned
by gleeful merry men.
Shallow framed pain with fear,
associating himself with happiness.
Laughter drowns mourning,
when 'should not' becomes 'should'.
Thoughts were beaten up
by the drunk cheer.
Anger sold revenge at half
of what he sold forgiveness for,
as he succumbed himself to despair,
leaded by misery who is unwilling.
Satisfaction cloaked foolishness,
concealed to escape understanding .
Hurt impersonated joy,
' you smile, they don't '.
Sincerity stood aside,
as greed stole the spotlight.
Kindness took the blame,
as pride kept on going.
Love and care held hands,
as the dominant beings spat in their faces.

mine to keep, mine to remember,
for sinning can't be stopped here,
only with constant prayer,
a sincere apology
with an actual conscience.
temptations linger on solid ground,
infestations happening because we allow it,
misusing freewill,
I for one.