cornetto

its tonight with eluded thoughts,
to leave behind a proper understanding,
to live without knowing why,
to accept without a struggle.

no longer 'just' fragmented,
but now just a fragment,
no more hoping,
but to see what the future holds.

for staying and not running,
for holding on and not giving up,
for trusting and believing,
for listening and opening up,
for unnecessary 'i'm sorry's
and for necessary ones
for understanding and accepting,
for honesty, with or without pain,
for non awkward silence,
for not burdening either way,
for the 'i wish' and 'i hope's
for being different and unique,
for being sincere and real,
for being forgiving and non judgemental,
for being an escapade from the ordinary,
for trying in many areas and ways,
for the voice and smile,
for the tears and laughter,
for realizations and waking,
for being the greatest ever,
to this, i give.

with that one voice asking,
'why are you staying?'.
why should i go anywhere else?
pain does not give scare here,
it only makes an indentation,
do we throw away great happiness
because of too much pain?
true pain is common,
true happiness is rare.
so to run is foolish.
3 strikes and you are out?
no,
here's one more,
words are cheap,
but the words are proven,
staying.

Hey, is that a smile?
Yeah, it is.
The greatest smile ever.