dance bush, dance

bound to happen.
the whiplash.

who separates punishment
from coincidence?
so much of this left,
and yet the only thing necessary is
to accept 'cause life just goes on.
on and on and on...
always the same, always different...
where does acceptance end?
such an oddity
where we live in.
are all these necessary growth phases?
does it all really help?
how do we know?
cause of that supposed 'fuzzy' feeling?
do we do it for the greater amount of smiles
as compared to frowns, hidden or shown?
utilitarianism, yeah, another
fancy word to define what we try
to understand, endless futile attempts.
do we self acknowledge that what we learn
and go through is good for self development,
when really, we are just dressing up our
downfall, pampering ourselves with 'self
encouragement'.
what do we know?
easy, not much.
what do we think we know?
easier, everything, or at least in that direction.
yet, don't you just love humanity?
imperfections, inconsistency, denial, narcissism,
a never ending list of words made by man
to insult man.
through insults, we grow,
insults help, compliments confuses,
what a twisted little world we made,
so everything we make contradicts,
this post contradicts itself,
but contradictions makes space for
improvements that we aren't sure
are actually right.
so what is right?
when we die, are all these necessary?
ultimately, by then why do you care?
you escaped this world,
this spherical world that throws
us into circles with no ends.

1..2..3,4,5
once i saw a room light up
6..7..8,9,10
then it all turns black again.