to know

whats the point of knowing??
so what, right?
will that make it possible for you to do wonders?
then again, would you want to try to do wonders?

when you know, what's stopping you to not bother?
conscience? you lost that already.
try to deny that, go on.
you know everything, do you want that?
since you do, you know how to un-learn,
but you don't want to do you?
the knowledge you have, you want greed to take over.
you un-learn charity, you un-learn mercy,
that with the lost of conscience,
you feel free.
then what?
you can't do wrong cause you know its right.
you can't do right cause you know its wrong.
you aren't even in the middle cause that is wrong and right,
you know that can't be.
you search for an answer, but you know the answer,
you are forced to believe because its true.
you don't want to live anymore, but
you know what happens after death.
you dont want to die.
you have no where to run, to hide,
you are forced to live a life knowing its direction and purpose you want to change,
you are forced to accept what comes after death, never changing it,
never succeeding because knowing is not doing,
you then take away your mentality, your common sense,
you take away your sanity,
to escape the life you were meant to live, to face what awaits you after death,
there is no escape,
accept it.