Proverbs 3 : 5-6

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

I don't

I don’t understand…

I want to… but it never works out that way…

What is this?

You want to know what other people are going through, but what would you do when you find out its all the same? Who can help who then? Who determines what is right when all thinks the same? Majority? Minority? Do you follow what makes you feel good? Do you know what actually makes you feel good to start with? You know the outcome will be the same, but you keep thinking whether it may change. You know it, you can guarantee it, but you keep thinking otherwise. What is right? The answer we set is from observation, from trying to make you feel better cause we can’t live up to a set expectation. You look at everything we feel is right, but you think again and again and again, its never the same. We ask so many questions when you know you won’t get answer, why ask? Does it make you feel better? Does asking help clear the guilt of a previous action when you know that there is no definite answer to prove you wrong? You think of complex questions to contradict answers that are not definite, does that make you feel better? You think we are idiots? You don’t think we know what you are thinking? We think just like you do, if not more. You ask nonsensical questions cause you are afraid aren’t you? Cause of your guilt you ask question to answers that you can not be proven. Cause you know you are wrong but do not want to change, you ask these question to fool yourself. We just don’t tell you cause we ask these questions ourselves. We are afraid to be called a hypocrite. So we let you go on, to keep fooling yourself. Cause we fear the outcome of the actions we think are right but may be otherwise. Because of uncertainty, we allow nonsense to continue.

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