Proverbs 3 : 5-6

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

pencil pushing

a simple word has the ability
to twist and turn itself into
another word,
another sentence,
another paragraph,
all in an essay with all the
hidden stipulations.

we know about all the nonsense,
yet we just go through with the
'believing' and attempts to 'understand'.
'cause we are built on speech, signs and language.
articulate beings,
with sad trying attempts to comfort,
do we really believe whats in our speech?
in our signs, in our writing and in our motion?
even in our thoughts, hopes and beliefs.
do we know the lies we tell
ourselves to comfort others?
or even for personal comfort.
our freewill to change our look on the truth,
we believe its alright though.
hey, its for the 'greater good'.

just believing in what you want,
it becomes this created sincerity
that's actually believable,
even in your eyes.
just let reality kick in later,
you won't be able to tell the difference anymore,
what is, what was and what's made up.
but who cares right?
just create another personality,
another look, character and believe it.
create your own reality,
who can argue against your actions?
you're just living the real life in your own world,
communicate with the outside through a window,
why step out into the rain?
its not make believe,
its made to believe.

which is better?
to try to understand,
or acknowledge that you don't, and stop there?
one leaves another alone,
and the other throws the company into a spiral.
guess when you are just tired of one
you'll try the other.
actually, why should you care?
its really not about you,
to understand or not.
why try to be noble,
when you should try to be you?
why do we come to you?
because of who you are,
not who we want you to try to be.
if we want that,
we would just pick any random
person off the road.
everyone is a great actor when it comes to caring,
well, most anyway,
some just don't give a bother.



forgive and forget,
who says its rubbish?

forgotten,
just not erased.

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