happenings

what can be done but store more inside...
when everything has been released,
something else builds up,
such a never ending process,
exhaustion but yet necessary,
what can be done but just learn to control,
learn to stopper somethings,
to wear shades during the night,
pointless effort when the sun is going to rise,
it all seem so pointless,
such a sad emotion to face,
knowing life is built up on more,
or is that itself untrue?
its such a small role,
is it not?
when it is scarred with human perception,
it looks weak and now defiled,
its just messed up with everything,
now looked upon as a burden.

with the confusion,
comes the peace i have been searching for.
with the blame,
comes the acceptance i have been asking for.
with being pressured,
comes the control of different emotions.
with being misunderstood,
comes the understanding of situations.
with all the everything,
comes getting everything.

an odd sense of having no idea,
of much uncertainty and yet,
i like it.


slkv,
wvhriv,
bvzim.