Goodbye to you

'Somewhere in Between'
-Lifehouse-

I can't meet
Losing sleep over this
No I can't
And now I cannot stop pacing
Give me a few hours
I'll have this all sorted out
If my mind would just stop racing

Cause I cannot stand still
I can be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

This is over my head
But underneath my feet
Cause by tomoroow morning I'll have this thing beat
And everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy

Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Been waiting for tomoroow
I'm somewhere in between
What is real
Just a dream
What is real
Just a dream
What is real
Just a dream

Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in
Dont be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again
I don't want to run away from this
I know that I just don't need this

Cause I cannot stand still
I can be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Been waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
What is real
Just a dream
What is real
Just a dream
What is real
Just a dream
What is real just a dream

life's an odd thing to exist as

Ciao bella

Smile
-Uncle Cracker-

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

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you're the birds in the breeze,
the otters in the sea,
a prancing deer playing with the bees,
a burning candle on the soft sandy beach,
when you turn around i can see,
the dew on the leaves,
a bright ripe apple near a pine tree,
the dancing rays of the morning sun.
yeah, you should make me smile.

its all tailor made for us,
smile at those cloud formation,
'cause that's the closest way you're
going to get your smile to Him...

frowning requires energy,
smiling requires less,
as we are usually tired,
avoid the former and latter.

'that was a beautiful smile'
(everything can be done hypothetically)
'that would have been a beautiful smile'

my heart would smile with you,
but my kidneys has two to offer,
my intestine has the widest smile,
and my brain can smile in multiple languages.

Because we are hybrids

It took me this long to find a smile such as yours,
it wasn't an easy one to come by, mind you...
i had to go through smiles of torment,
smiles of masked emotion,
smiles of my fair deceiver,
smiles that made happiness everything,
smiles that hurt in the dark,
smiles of the nonchalant,
smiles of the superficial enquirer,
smiles for a second chance,
and smiles before the chance is made third...
to look at you give it out so earnestly,
the smile that smiles,
one that shows the tear in your heart,
and the tear in your eye,
one that shows the cuts on your arm,
and the bruises after a fall,
one that shows the past repressions,
and the current temptations,
but your smile is yours,
because it smiles together with smiles that expresses,
an upstream swim when the current pushes you forward too fast,
a constant battle between the angels and demons of your own,
a desire to be found when you feel complete,
a road that is pointless, but is driven on for the destination's sake,
a smile that is yours, and yours alone...

let no one define you,
because there is no definition.

Buona notte, sogni dolce

Kesempatan yang diambil,
maafkanku kerana menyakitimu,
tak akan terulang lagi,
terima kasih untuk segalanya.
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with relation to the resting stride,
I'm taking all of these failed attempts,
but failure also brings with it a lost of passion,
and you can't just bag that.

life just needs some sorting out, that's all.
there's nothing life won't give you to sort out life,
everything but a new life, and a do-over,
but that's just life.

life's like that...

sand dollars

your concrete stare,
left behind my reluctance,
there will no longer be chasms half filled,
wall to wall, no avian escape,
bleak misery from the warmth of the sun,
in the cracks of the ocean bed,
a home from malevolent currents.


I need concurrent gestures
as much as I need a half driven pike,
tell me its a solar eclipse,
warn me that it will not be total,
but half and half is beautiful also.

on the one hand, you make me smile,
on the other hand, you carved it in.

you're like a heart attack
without the attack.

I'm in my own

'I'm found in your embrace...'

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remind the sick why he is sick,
as the cure for the ill,
is a stand that is unwilling,
and a will that is unending.

remind the lost why he is lost,
as a map for the astray,
is bread crumbs to a point,
and a signal to beaten down paths.

remind the torn why he is torn,
as thread for a break,
is a stitch for lovelorn-ness,
and a cover for vulnerability.
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for each passer-by,
that holds a different interest,
a different relief,
and a different character,
brings with that person,
a similar process,
a similar situation,
and a similar outcome.
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I'm reminded,
that life reels back its line.
I'm reminded,
that life puts it back in.
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just grant me a glimpse,
'cause this is awesomely dreadful...
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'...rain down on me'

Rain Down
- Hillsongs -



p.s. hope you know you are cared for,
hope you know who you are.

these days

maybe later,
or maybe never.

on a happier note,

maybe later,
or maybe never.

so simple its annoying,
so halved its apparently everything.